A New Era 💙

And I'm back here again. Another year around the sun for me, and Thank God for allowing me to see it. This past year was rather interesting, to say the least, but not in a negative light. It took unexpected turns, and I gained a lot of "Godly" wisdom, knowledge & understanding. Lessons learned (per usual), a S**t load of trials, realizing the path I want to take in life, and receiving confirmation from God himself. As I said, it's been an interesting year. I will try not to ramble… so let's get to the point! 

In the first half of my "years," my mindset was different. Jumping the line for the plans I had for myself, but I wasn't including God. You can almost say I was trying to skip a few seasons and skip some life processes…wanting to get to the good stuff. My blueprint and will for myself wasn't what God had for me. I wanted to create a foundation for my future businesses, content creations, investments, and so forth. But instead, God started a foundation in me; He had to reshape me from the inside out and create a foundation in me first. I had to dig deep inside myself, reveal the ugly and correct it (still working on some). I had to forgive myself, get a grip and decide on personal things. Let's be honest for a second…before you can have businesses and all those significant responsibilities, you need severe discipline. First, you must know what in hell you're getting yourself into. Realistically where was I going with that mindset without putting in my personal self-work? Very funny for me to think! 

These past years built character, patience, and endurance, just to name a few. This year (I feel old) is my "clean" slate, a year to tap in and lock in. I can no longer be my Goliath! (I might have moments). Now the other Goliaths and uncircumcised philistines, I'm not on their run. This is a new season and a time to tap into my anointings. A season for overflow & blessings. This time round, I'm moving forward, with God ordaining my steps. It's time for me to be Realigned, Readjusted, Rejuvenated, Regenerated, and Revived. A time for things to be put back in place and for new things to come into place in my life. 

Besides all that and what I've been praying for, I simply want peace (inner as well), tranquility, healing, stronger spirituality, improved intuition and discernment, and inspiration. That's it, and that's all; I don't think that's too much to ask for. I want to enter the state of the "Soft Girl" era but not the typical kind. Like the kind where the people around me feed my spirit healthy spiritual things, the kind where I can be vulnerable with a safe space to do it and not be judged or have it thrown in my face. The type where I only have my close-knit circle of friends who aren't fake and are on the same path as me. A partner who makes me feel loved & adorn. The kind of partner who understands me on a level beyond explanation. The type of partner God has ordained for me and allows me to be ME. Someone supportive who MAKING SENSE!!!! Lastly, the kind of era where I work harder on myself…too much to explain. Now listen, this doesn't me. I'm still not going to be a kid and youthful. Let's be real… I'm a kid at heart but just a little more mature generally. Adulting is ghetto, but I don't know what it means to be an adult. *throws shade * 

I love you guys & Happy 5 Years to BloomingwithAzalea. I look forward to this year and the next upcoming years! K. BYEEEEEE 🤍💙