Earth Day

Disclaimer: Please excuse the language used during this post…I’m not sorry

I’ve tolerated a lot of shit…therefore, this year needs to be personal & selfish. I need to learn (just a little more) to let go & let God. Allow him to have his way and stop being stubborn. I don’t have to settle because I deserve the best of what life has to offer. The sky is the limit and, my potential is through the roof reaching for the heavens. I need to simply forget about what the hell people think of me. This is my season to GO & GET IT! This is my last year to be an “inner” kid but, I will always be a kid at heart…no need to rush.

For anyone reading this, this isn’t just about me because it’s my Earth Day. This is your daily blooming reminder that you can be as selfish as you want. Start putting yourself first and, in the words of my fellow friends & co-workers, I say to you, “Get Dey Ass!!!” Make sacrifices if need be in the end you’ll be happy you did it. Be YOU and stop trying to damn fit in because you were made to stand out Bloomer. You are Tantalizing!

I don’t usually do this but there is a first for everything. I decided that this year will be about the colors Green & yellow. Sounds weird? Hopefully, not too much. I chose these colors because they represent something a bit significant and, of course, because of spiritual growth. I figured why not. Considering, what this year is about for me; Green represents wealth, success, prosperity, harvest, harmony, and material gain. If you want to go in-depth, Archangel Sachiel is responsible for such blessings. Yellow; which represents wisdom and beauty. Did someone say puberty x10 *giggles *… anyway, Archangel Jophiel is responsible, for this tantalizing transformation. 

Moving right along because I don’t want to rumble much longer. I think it’s safe to say I’ve grown in many ways this year, learning more about myself which is the best thing to happen to me. Many changes have come along the way and, more to come. I’ve grown spiritually and, that was a goal for me; no, I am not perfect and, I still have my slips but, I’m better than I was before. I look back on many things… I’m hella proud of my damn self. I’ve become more humble & even more grounded. I think my Pastor Rev. Livingstone Malcolm would be extremely proud of me (may his soul rest peacefully). For some strange reason, I keep replaying our last conversation in my head…which I find weird. But hey! His last words to me were, “You will be okay & you are a good person, don’t give up.” One thing for sure I will continue to live up to those words. I can slowly feel myself walking into my purpose and, that’s the best Earth-day gift ever. Forever thanking God for allowing me to see another year on earth. Personally, praying to see another year; to be in good health & strength and even further in life than I am now. 

I will continue to manifest the life I want for myself & my future generations (my mini’s that I don’t have “yet”). Here ends my Earth-Day reading. *pops a bottle of bubbles 

Azalea’s Earth Day Prayer

Lord, I surrender my life and everything in it to you. I want to do something with my life, something significant. I try to do this myself, but Father, I know that I can’t do this on my own, with my own strength. I know that without you, I can do nothing. I know my talents, my gifts are not my own. They have been given to me by you and for you to work through me.